14.7.10

oh man oh man oh man. People keep takin the words from right inside my head!!! I just found this blog {& it has instantly become a favorite} & I come across THIS post which is EXACTLY how I feel & what I've been sayin. No lie! I's got witnesses!!


"I'm Grown!!!

My parents lie. LIE, LIE, LIE.


They've been telling me for the past week that I would be able to bring my car back to school after Spring Break {for the next school year} and today, they changed their mind out of nowhere!


They say it's just too much of a risk and don't want me getting tickets, having car problems, etc. 1. I've never gotten a ticket before and i've been very responsible but they're always sooo scary! "What if this happens...What if that happens..." and I won't deal with that anymore.


I've been such a good daughter!!! I've never gotten any tickets or had any accidents, i get good grades, i do volunteer work, I'm nice to others, -i do everything to make them happy and they still treat me like a kid! I just don't get it.


Rule 1. Start doing whatever the hell I wanna do whenever I wanna do it and wherever I wanna do it at!!! I refuse to listen anymore!!


--This means I'll be taking it while they're sleeping. They have pushed me to this point.


It sounds bad, but I have to do what's best for me. I've been sweet lil innocent ol' Melanie {Nicole} , doin whatever my parents tell me for the past 20 {19} years and 11 months but that ends RIGHT NOW!


I have to start doing whatever I want or they'll be controlling me forever. I tried being nice by talking to them and trying to reach an understanding but they didn't wanna listen so now I must be rebel and do things my way. I plan on leaving on Sunday morning around 4am so that by the time my parents wake up, i'll be halfway across the country.


Too bad.


I'll keep you guys updated on how everything turns out. =) "


This goes without saying but...
I cosign 50-eleven %

Check Melanie out at MelanieSays. Too real. Too adorable.

Urban Dictionary: Nicole

-(Noun)
1. An individual who is described as funny, enduring, and charming.
2. A female who enjoys eating grapes and partaking in the ritual of laughter at the same time.
Nicole chocked on a grape. This amused the group. {muahaha tis true. minus the choking part}

-Nicole is the most amazing person ever! She may seem quiet but she soo isnt! Once you take the time to get to know her she is one of the best people you will ever meet and sooo PRETTY! She is funny and nice and a party er all at the same time! She is always there for you and makes you laugh. She is the best person you will ever meet, if your lucky enough to
Nicole is amazing!

-extremely sexy intelligent drives a passat incredible woman and girlfriend and all over amazing person you would be lucky to know. Has a fat bootie {see! I be tryin to tell folk} and is sexy as hell
Bro your chick is a real Nicole ;)

-A beautiful intelligent and all around wonderful person. Despite this, Nicole's are prone to underestimate their excellent skills and significant assets.
Fiercely loyal to friends and family, she has your back when the cards are down. Also she has a supernatural love for animals and most especially dogs.
Warning
Don't fuck with a Nicole because she might punch you in the throat...she don't take no mess. {yeah!}
Overheard at a party-

person 1: "Nicole is so awesome!"
person 2: "duh"

That Nicole, she's so terrific and she doesn't even know it!

-A strong person with a victorious heart. A sensitive soul with a gentle personality and kind spirit. Creative and funny, easily makes friends and is a true friend herself. Sensual and mysterious at times, loves romance. Is very appealing to the opposite gender. Has many self-doubts about her life and is sometimes too hard on herself.

-The very best girl you will ever meet. Ever. If you actually wake up and give her a chance she won't disappoint. She's beautiful, sweet, caring and she will make your life worth living a thousand times over. The girl I love. The girl I intend to marry.
I love you, Nicole.
I'm everything you need, baby.
Marry me? {o_O a proposal on urban dictionary? for real bruh? wheretheydothatat? way to pull a Que}

-Nicole's are amazing, their individuality is credited for and their smartness is not seen but mostly always there, they have sweet hearts underneath all the self protection of being strong, and always needing to put up a shield around people. They are described as out-going, down to earth, true, shy at times, confident, funny, trustworthy, honest, loyal, and a lot of other things. They won't let you down if you let them in.

-A massive, ferocious gunt with quite the perculiar sounding laugh. {oh. oh no. there's no escaping this!}
person 1: is that a baby dolphin dying in a fishermans net i hear?
person 2: oh thats just nicole laughing i think
{iWeep}
I wish to feel loved again. I wish I didn't feel so lonely. I wish that wasn't the truth, that I'm lonely. I wish I had a life to live instead of watching other people live theirs. I wish others would be happy. How could I be happy when the ones around me aren't? I wish I wasn't so hard on myself. I wish I knew someone was here for me. I wish someone would hold me at night. That's all I need.


I wish I was stronger than this.

-LokeiDreams

{100% cosign}

oh man

9.7.10

*sigh* She Knows My Heart

Smh. This chica knows me too well.

{Textual exchange between me & @SkitzoSkittle}

Me: @Skitzoskittle!
Skitzo: You !
Me: Lol. I jus had to tell someone this.
I miss {insert old flame's name here} ! x_x
Skitzo: Awww! Really? Thats so random. Lol.
Yu've been {insert creepa tendency here} or something?
Me: *gasp!* I've been found out! How in the heezy did she know?
Where the camera's at?!...
Lmaoo how do you knooooow?!
Skitzo: Lol. Cuz i know yu!


Teehee. She ain't lyin!
But despite my creepa tendency ways
She knows ma heart

7.7.10

Yo Side of the Bed



*sniff* Tremaine betta gon' head
ms Keri is so pretty. & the lickle girl is too cute!
love this song
love this video
First loves have it easy as there’s no baggage. I have far more respect for those able to make someone fall in love again. ~The Fly Guy

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